I just saw this video...
In a very weird and powerful way...
I felt my feelings projected...
I felt how all my Self let itself be interpreted by the background, the music, the boy, my memories, my little town, the river behind my house, the rainy days in which I used to go to the river, to cry over the river another river...
The river of my shame.
I am not ashamed anymore.
I though so...
Why is this video bringing all that back?
Those images are still there, just covered by the dust of the days, as I am used to say.
I am cleaning dust out.
I understand partially why this video made me cry without crying.
Tomorrow I am hosting a party.
Today I need to get the shit out of me.
One step at a time, as the rain is made of one drop at a time.
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Bebe
Te echo de menos, le digo al aire
I miss you, I say to the air
te busco, te pienso,
I'm looking for you, I think of you,
te siento y siento que como tu no habra nadie
I feel you and feel that there will be nobody like you
y aqui te espero,
and here I wait for you,
con mi cajita de la vida
with my little box of life
cansada, a oscuras, con miedo
tired, in the dark, scared
y este frio, nadie me lo quita
and this cold, nobody can take it away
Tengo razones, para buscarte
I have reasons, to look for you
tengo necesidad de verte, de oirte, de hablarte
I need to see you, to hear you, to talk to you
tengo razones, para esperarte
I have reasons, to wait for you
porque no creo que haya en el mundo nadie mas a quien ame
because I do not think there is anyone else in the world that I love
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Tengo razones, razones de sobra
I have reasons, reasons in excess
para pedirle al viento que vuelvas
to ask the wind for you to come back
aunque sea como una sombra
albeit as a shadow
tengo razones, para no quererte olvidar
I have reasons, to want not to forget you
porque el trocito de felicidad fuiste tu quien me lo dio a probar
because the little piece of happiness was you who gave it to me to prove
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El aire huele a ti, mi casa se cae porque no estas aqui
The air smells like you, my house is falling because you are not here
mis sabanas, mi pelo, mi ropa te buscan a ti
my sheets, my hair, my clothes are looking for you
mis pies son como de carton
my feet are like cardboard
que voy arrastrando por cada rincon
that I am dragging around each corner
mi cama se hace fria y gigante
my bed becomes cold and giant
y en ella me pierdo yo
and in it I lose myself
mi casa se vuelve a caer
my house is falling again
mis flores se mueren de pena
my flowers are dying of sorrow
mis lagrimas son charquitos
my tears are little pools
que caen a mis pies
falling to my feet
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Te mando besos de agua
I send you kisses of water
q hagan un hueco en tu calma
to make a dent in your calm
Te mando besos de agua
I send you kisses of water
pa que bañen tu cuerpo y tu alma
to bath your body and your soul
te mando besos de agua
I send you kisses of water
para que curen tus heridas
to heal your wounds
te mando besos de agua
I send you kisses of water
de esos con los que tanto te reias
of those with whom you laughed so much
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