Have you tried too hard??!!

I did lately...
It does not worth it...

Things have their natural way to go... AND TO BE!

We all know that.

But then, we get blind by the fact that someone with a baby face shows up.
Someone with a baby face and nothing else to offer.
Someone with a baby face and horny attitude that makes horny too...

The story will always have a sad end.
ALWAYS!!!

And still knowing it, we insist of trying hard to believe that there is something there that can work out.

How can things work out when you cannot keep a conversation?
When your conversations are about who you have been with before?
Who did look at you last night?
Who I was with last night?
How many people would pay to have sex with me?
How beautiful I am and how beautiful you are not...

What can we build upon?
On what can we build upon?

There is not even a hint of attitude, not even a bubble of personality.
There is a desperate scream of need for attention and life emptiness.
There is a need to be saved.

Do you want to play the role?
Do you want to be the father?
Do you want to move forward with a dependant potentially psycho person?
A person that is betraying someone else's trust to be with you?
A person that definitely will betray you later?

I do deserve better, I know that.
We all deserve better I guess.

In the end, it doesn't even matter.
We end up waking up and moving on.
Who will wake them up?
Not my role now.
Not interested.

I am not trying hard at least for a while.
I am letting it flow.
I am in peace.
I am in the market.
I am available.

I have closed the chapter.
Close yours.




(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time

All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away

It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go

I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard

In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)

Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me

In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this

There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this

There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

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