My recent trip to Vienna in November gave me the opportunity to get inspired by a couple of very close friends. Their achievements and the way they have been shaping their dreams in the making were a slap in my laziness. Not only they hosted me and listened, but also invited me to be part of Solution, a conference with the theme that gave birth to this post, "moving from intention to action!".
I, very honored, accepted their invitation to be part of the conference team.
When I got back in Lisbon I couldn't help it but keep on thinking again and again in them, knowing that there was an underlying message between the lines... I was cracking my head trying to find it, but it was impossible... So I decided to give it a time and let it emerge.
And then, in front of me, appeared. "Moving from intention to action" I read in the mail I received, and I knew that it was talking to me, to ME!
It is time. I needed to start NOW!
How it is possible that I kept on finding excuses not to?
What was that that I was fearing/avoiding?
What is that that I want to start?
How alive is still my dream of the soul spa?
And questions kept on coming...
Today I can proudly say that Beautiful Individuals has come to life.
Check it out!
Or check the fan page in facebook and become a fan!
I know now what my role in Solution can be.
I have definitely moved from Intention to Action.
It will be awesome to see some of you in Vienna next year, apply!
Love tons,
Dey
PS: Thanks Hinnerk and Alexis, I truly love you.
Monday, December 28, 2009
Moving from Intention to Action...
Monday, October 12, 2009
All about a minute
As we grow up,
Sunday, October 11, 2009
É pra lá que eu vou
Para além da orelha existe um som, à extremidade do olhar um aspecto, às pontas dos dedos um objecto - é para lá que eu vou.
À ponta do lápis o traço.
Onde expira o pensamento está uma ideia, ao derradeiro hábito de alegria uma outra alegria, à ponta da espada a magia - é para lá que eu vou.
Na ponta dos pés o salto.
Parece a história de alguém que foi e não voltou - é para lá que eu vou.
Onde não vou? Vou, sim.
E de lá volto para chamar o nome do ser amado e dos filhos.
Eu à beira do vento. O morro dos ventos uivantes me chama.
Oh, cachorro, cadê tua alma?, está à beira de teu corpo?
Que estou eu a dizer?
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Tristeza y decepcion....
La Iglesia Católica vuelve a destacar por la persecución de la homosexualidad, esta vez en Uruguay
Mientras en algunas confesiones se asiste a avances en la aceptación de la diversidad, los católicos de Uruguay promueven la no contratación del profesorado homosexual en sus escuelas
[08/09/2009] Durante el pasado verano, diferentes confesiones cristianas han dado pasos, algunos tímidos y otros más destacados, a favor de la normalización de la realidad LGTB, de lesbianas, gays, transexuales y bisexuales. Mientras tanto la Iglesia Católica continúa ahondando en la homofobia con ejemplos como la promoción por parte de la Conferencia Episcopal uruguaya de la no contratación del profesorado homosexual o la recogida de fondos en Maine para luchar contra el matrimonio entre personas del mismo sexo.
El avance de diferentes confesiones cristianas, que debieran de servir de ejemplo a la Iglesia Católica, destaca por ejemplo con el nombramiento de altos cargos eclesiásticos a personas abiertamente homosexuales, como es el caso de la Iglesia Luterana sueca, que ha nombrado a una obispa lesbiana, o la diócesis de Los Ángeles de la Iglesia Episcopal (la anglicana estadounidense) que ha nombrado obispos a un gay y a una lesbiana. Esta misma Iglesia Episcopal autoriza la bendición de matrimonios homosexuales.
También es destacable la celebración, durante el Orgullo brasileño, de una boda múltiple entre personas del mismo sexo, oficiada por la Iglesia de la Comunidad Metropolitana de Sao Paulo. La Iglesia Evangélica Luterana de América, por su parte, permite la ordenación de pastores gays y lesbianas sexualmente activos en una relación de compromiso, aunque no reconoce el matrimonio, y la Iglesia Anglicana en el Sur de África acepta que los homosexuales convivan en “fieles relaciones de compromiso”.
Para Juan Antonio Férriz, coordinador del Área de Asuntos Religiosos, considera alarmante que "la mayor preocupación de la Iglesia Católica es perseguir la homosexualidad en el mundo, así lo demostró cuando se opuso la despenalización mundial en la ONU en diciembre de 2008, y así lo lleva a cabo. Parece ser que somos su enemigo, probablemente por una homofobia internalizada, ya que en el interior de la Iglesia existe el mayor porcentaje de homosexualidad, sobre todo sacerdotes, religiosos y religiosas y altas jerarquías. El problema es que no pueden visibilizarlo y lo viven a escondidas o reprimen sus sentimientos, lo que provoca en muchas ocasiones mayor resentimiento y amargura hacia quien lo vive con plenitud".
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Don't stay in touch...
Lily Allen - FUCK YOU
Look inside,
Look inside,
Your tiny mind.
Then look a bit harder,
cause we're so uninspired.
So sick and tired.
Of all
The hatred you harbor,
so you say
It's not okay to be gay,
Well I think
You're just evil.
You're just some racist.
Who can't tie my laces,
You're point of view
Is medevil.
Fuck you, fuck you
Very, very much.
Cause we hate
What you do
And we hate
Your whole crew
So please
Don't stay in touch,
Fuck you, fuck you
Very, very much
Cause your words
Don't translate
And it's getting
Quite late
So please
Don't stay in touch.
Do you get,
Do you get
A little kick out.
Of being small minded
You want to be
Like your father
His approval your after
Well that's not how
You'll find it
Do you
Do you really enjoy
Living a life
That's so hateful
Cause there's a hole
Where your soul
Should be
You're losing
Control of it
And it's really
Distasteful
Fuck you, fuck you
Very, very much
Cause we hate
What you do
And we hate
Your whole crew
So please
Don't stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you
Very, very much
Cause your words
Don't translate
And it's getting
Quite late
So please
Don't stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you
You say you think
we need to go to war
Well you're already in one
"Cause it's people like you
that need to get slew
No one wants your opinion
Fuck you, fuck you
Very, very much
Cause we hate
What you do
And we hate
Your whole crew
So please
Don't stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you
Very, very much
Cause your words
Don't translate
And it's getting
Quite late
So please
Don't stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you
Something to open your eyes
You need something to open up a new door
To show you something you seen before
But overlooked a hundred times or more
You need something to open your eyes
You need something to make it known
That it's you and no one else that owns
That spot that you're standing,
that space that you're sitting
That the world ain't got you beat
That it ain't got you licked
It can't get you crazy no matter how many
Times you might get kicked
You need something special all right
You need something special to give you hope
But hope's just a word
That maybe you said or maybe you heard
On some windy corner 'round a wide-angled curve
– Bob Dylan
Friday, July 17, 2009
True Love...
Zen Parable
Two brothers worked together on the family farm.
One was married and had a large family.
Then one day the single brother said to himself,
Meanwhile, the married brother said to himself,
Both men were puzzled for years because their supply of grain never dwindled.
-- Source Unknown, Zen parable
Thursday, July 2, 2009
How do you measure a year???
Tears of Happiness
Tears of Sadness
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Monday, June 29, 2009
I am PROUDLY what I am!!!
Life's not worth a dam
Till I can say
I am what I am
I am what I am
I am my own special creation
So come take a look
Give me the hook
Or the ovation
It's my world
That I want to have a little pride
My world
And it's not a place I have to hide in
Life's not worth a dam
Till I can say
I am what I am
I am what I am
I don't want praise I don't want pity
I bang my own drum
Some think it's noise I think it's pretty
And so what if I love each sparkle and each bangle
Why not see things from a different angle
Your life is a shame
Till you can shout out I am what I am
I am what I am
And what I am needs no excuses
I deal my own deck
Sometimes the aces sometimes the deuces
It's one life and there's no return and no deposit
One life so it's time to open up your closet
Life's not worth a dam till you can shout out
I am what I am
I am what I am
I am what I am
And what I am needs no excuses
I deal my own deck sometimes the aces sometimes the deuces
It's one life and there's no return and no deposit
One life so it's time to open up your closet
Life's not worth a dam till you can shout out
I am what I am
I am I am I am good
I am I am I am strong
I am I am I am worthy
I am I am I belong
I am
I am
Who whoooo etc.
I am
I am I am I am useful
I am I am I am true
I am I am somebody
I am as good as you
Yes I am
Thursday, June 25, 2009
My Way, Always My Way!
And now, the end is here
And so I face the final curtain
My friend, I'll say it clear
I'll state my case, of which I'm certain
I've lived a life that's full
I traveled each and ev'ry highway
And more, much more than this, I did it my way
Regrets, I've had a few
But then again, too few to mention
I did what I had to do and saw it through without exemption
I planned each charted course, each careful step along the byway
And more, much more than this, I did it my way
Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew
But through it all, when there was doubt
I ate it up and spit it out
I faced it all and I stood tall and did it my way
I've loved, I've laughed and cried
I've had my fill, my share of losing
And now, as tears subside, I find it all so amusing
To think I did all that
And may I say, not in a shy way,
"Oh, no, oh, no, not me, I did it my way"
For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught
To say the things he truly feels and not the words of one who kneels
The record shows I took the blows and did it my way!
Yes, it was my way
When someone else's words make you cry!
"Dey I love your videos. There have been very few times where I have found youtube art that reflects life and the human condition as honestly and heart felt as your's. You are a true testement my dear friend to the indominability of the human spirit. I can't tell you how much I love you for the feeling and power I experienced getting to know a little about you, through your videos. A great honor to know you my friend."
Posted in my youtube channel:
http://youtube.com/areyoumygayboyfriend
Thanks millions and Love tons!
Dey Sphere: Related Content
Monday, May 25, 2009
Hard Love
question asked - answer given
"Because they just LOVE in another way, like level up. They can sacrifice themselves but not Love principles. They call with the word Love only the Love itself and nothing else. They love because they do - not because they need to.
That is why."
I dunno if it is the wrong or the right answer
I just know that you were my saviour when I had lost hope
now it is my turn to be yours
and that what goes around really does come around.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Self Portrait in Greens
Monday, May 18, 2009
Our Beginning!!!
Rita Redshoes - The Beginning Song
You came to this world
to see what i've done
and it's fine
so come and let's start
i'll give you all my heart
this time
don't walk away
cause baby i will love you more
i have this feeling
you're who i've been looking for
so close your eyes and read the signs
it's time to soar
you came to this world
to change what i've done
it's alright
but now you must dare
you can't pretend you're there
if you're mine
don't walk away
cause baby i will love you more
i have this feeling
you're who i've been looking for
so close your eyes and read the signs
it's time to soar
don't walk away
cause baby i will love you more
i have this feeling
you're who i've been looking for
don't turn away it's time to stay
there's nothing more
Why don't you tell me what to do?
You want to drink my soul
'Till your heart is full
What happens when it's full and it splashes?
You've built all these rooftops
And painted them all in blue
If all this set just burns up will you paint the ashes?
Do you really want to see?
Because I'll let you in
With me
You shiver when the wind blows
Through doors that lost their keys
There's too little to rescue, too little to hang on to
I thought that maybe we could try to
Clear and rebuild this haunted home
I'll be glad to help you just tell me what to do
Why don't you tell me what to do?
Maybe you're scared too
I've been here before
Next thing you'll see
You'll fell
So small
I will disappoint you
And I don't care if I do
I belong to those who got shattered, battered,
Bruises and scars that I've hidden you could never heal
This grey house where I come from
Some great love will tear it down
If you no longer love me why should it matter?
Tell me why should it matter?
I can't ask you to stay
I can't find the words to say
Why don't you just leave?
Just leave.
Haunted Home by David Fonseca
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Because YOU ARE HERE!
When the rain is blowing in your face,
and the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
to make you feel my love.
When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
and there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
to make you feel my love.
I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
but I would never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
no doubt in my mind where you belong.
I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
to make you feel my love.
The storms are raging on the rolling sea
and on the highway of regret.
Though winds of change are throwing wild and free,
you ain't seen nothing like me yet.
I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
to make you feel my love.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Room for Rent available in Lisbon NOW!!!
Hi there!
I have one great room for rent in Alcantara, check out the location…
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There are several bus stops all around the flat to go almost everywhere directly. It is a very convenient place to live.
The room is big, couple bed, also small desk and chair, closet and three drawers storage.
There is wireless Internet, cable TV and all bills are included, so you just pay the rent and that’s it! There is a spare laptop also to be used only by you at home if you don’t have a PC.
This is a three rooms apartment with one toilet and fully equipped kitchen. Living room with a 116 cm plasma TV COOL eh?!
I am originally Venezuelan but have Portuguese nationality, have been living abroad for the past 7 years, so I am quite eager to keep the international environment around me. Currently one of my flat-mates has just got a job in Porto, so I am in the process of looking forward to meet new cool people!
I am a good cook and I am used to cook for all people in the flat at least three times a week, if you are looking forward to learn some cooking skills, this is definitely a cool place to move in.
I’m gay, so I will love to live with very open-minded people, if you do not feel comfortable with that, please avoid contacting me.
The place is pretty cool; see some pictures of the room and the flat here.
I have a dog a home (Jocca), he is cute and will not disturb you, but if you don’t like animals then this is not the place for you...
The rooms will be available from 18th May, so if you are interested, please drop me a message.
The rent is 300 Euros.
Cheers,
Dey
960495161
EdysonD@gmail.com
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Hugs from the Distance
The smell of his body getting trapped in my nose, like a perfume of youth that takes away all my deceptions, my lost battles and my bitter perceptions.
The petition of closeness that arrived without explanations and without any longer reasons,
The untold things that vibrate in the air when we are together,
The hugs from the distance,
The lack of expectations,
The barriers that have been abolished,
The songs that we’ve shared,
Monday, April 27, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
My Life Rated!
But here it is...
This Is My Life, Rated | |
Life: | 6.9 |
Mind: | 7.4 |
Body: | 7.6 |
Spirit: | 7.1 |
Friends/Family: | 5.8 |
Love: | 2.1 |
Finance: | 7.5 |
Take the Rate My Life Quiz |
Monday, April 20, 2009
Unbelievable...
However, and as always, humor helps out!
The Colbert Report | Mon - Thurs 11:30pm / 10:30c | |||
The Colbert Coalition's Anti-Gay Marriage Ad | ||||
colbertnation.com | ||||
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Friday, April 17, 2009
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Get to know my doggy!!!
This is a video about my dog, Jocca...
One of the most important parts of my life currently...
Hope you enjoy it...
Sunday, April 12, 2009
About Being Gay...
I remember my mother correcting my posture when I was a kid...
Hitting me in the hands when I gesture more than needed...
She never said it was girly...
She said I looked like a bird... Those birds that eat garbage...
I remember planning to kill myself.
I am one of those lucky ones that made it through even if my parents kicked me out of home...
There are many that never make it through.
Today I have a good relationship with my parents, however this is a conversation that is totally avoided.
That makes me sad.
But at least I am alive.
And I learn how to "truly" live life.
A movie totally worth watching!
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Finding The Way Home...
For years I have kept on the moving...
For years I have running around...
Sometimes running from something...
Sometimes running towards something...
Something that was never clear...
Something that still is not clear...
The good thing is that now.
Every day.
I run my way home.
I have found home.
Here you have some pictures of the journey.
The journey is a real bus trip.
Home it has found a place.
I still run.
I still run from and towards something.
Something that is not clear.
But then I get home and I breath.
I have home.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
10 min break for coffee
"Every dayduring my coffee break,I fly away and dream.
"I dream awake...
I dream that breath in the back of my neck every morning...
I dream I reach the state of a Gandalf...
I dream and dream...
"After those 10 minutes I am rejuvenated.
I go back and give the best of me...
... for what it rests of the day...
"All that in 10 minutes coffee break.
Today I decided to take some pics...
Here my experience of my coffee break is unveiled...
How and how much we love?
One day, the son asks the father:
"Daddy, will you run the marathon with me?"
The father says yes, and they run their first marathon together.
Another day, the son asks again the father if he wanted to run a marathon with him, and the father answers yes again.
Certain day the son asks the father:
"Daddy, will you run the 'ironman' with me? 'Ironman' is harder, we'll have to swim 4 Km, run a bike for 180 Km and run 42 Km... But I wanna do it..."
The father, without hesitation says yes...
__________
This is the way I believe love is...
This is the way I wanna love someone...
This is the kind of love that I have repressed inside me,
that is killing me and asphyxiating me,
asking me to let it go out and be.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Help me spread the word!!!
My friends have started a campaign to help me out spread the word about weekeego!
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
The 'Drive-by' Cash Machine - withdrawals with rules for men and women
Male Procedure
1 Drive up to the cash machine.
2 Wind down your car window.
3 Insert card into machine and enter PIN
4 Enter amount of cash required and withdraw.
5 Remove card and receipt
6 Drive off
Female Procedure
1 Drive up to cash machine
2 reverse back the required amount to align car window to machine
3 Re-start the stalled engine
4 wind down the window
5 Find handbag, remove all contents on the passenger seat to locate card
6 Locate make-up bag and check make-up in rear view mirror
7 Attempt to insert card into machine
8 Open car door to allow easier access to machine due to its excessive distance from the car
9 Insert card
10 Re-insert card the right way up
11 Re-enter handbag to find diary with your PIN written on the inside back page
12 Enter PIN
13 Press cancel and enter correct PIN
14 Enter amount of cash required
15 Re-check make up in rear view mirror
16 Retrieve cash and receipt
17 Empty handbag again to locate purse and place cash inside
18 Place receipt in back of cheque book
19 Check eyelashes in mirror
20 Drive forwards 2 metres
21 reverse back to cash machine
22 Retrieve card
23 Re-empty hand bag, locate card holder, and place card into the slot provided
24 Restart stalled engine and pull off
25 Drive for 3 to 4 miles
26 Release hand brake
Monday, March 9, 2009
The Language of Letting Go
The language of letting go is releasing the energies of the old.
I understand now why the light of others has come into my life.Light seeks out life.It is no wonder why we believe the dead search for the comfort of light.It isn't to torture with reckless indifference and disregard.It was to cause us to pause, take stock and notice.
Now I recognize why our embrace left me shivering long after.
Taken from a note by Anthony Ortiz in Facebook.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Meeting people online...
When you meet people online:
Monday, February 23, 2009
When we start to get noticed!!!
I am very happy today...
I really like the adopted approach as it is community oriented and puts forward the experience of travelling first. I have said here several times that the most important thing regarding ecotourism is to establish as much as possible a true connection with the locals and to get a sense of the place. These values are utterly shared by the people behind weekeego.
Friday, February 13, 2009
My Home-Town!!!
This is the town were I grew up!
RUBIO!!!
Just finish reading "The Kite Runner" and his memories of childhood brought so much memories of my childhood as well, and this video gets in my inbox...
Awesome!!!
ENJOY IT!
Friday, February 6, 2009
Friday, January 23, 2009
Santa Barbara Te Proteja!
Santa Bárbara, que sois mais forte que as torres das fortalezas e a violência dos furacões,
fazei que os raios não me atinjam,
os trovões não me assustem e o troar dos canhões não me abalem a coragem e a bravura.
Ficai sempre ao meu lado para que possa enfrentar de fronte erguida e rosto sereno todas as tempestades e batalhas de minha vida,
para que,
vencedor de todas as lutas,
com a consciência do dever cumprido,
possa agradecer a vós,
minha protetora,
e render graças a Deus,
criador do céu,
da terra e da natureza:
este Deus que tem poder de dominar o furor das tempestades e abrandar a crueldade das guerras.
Por Cristo,
nosso Senhor.
Amém.
Santa Bárbara bendita,
que teñiste con la púrpura de tu sangre tu casta virginidad por amor al Señor,
defiéndeme de las tempestades,
incendios,
hecatombes y calamidades todas de este mundo.
Líbrame de la muerte repentina.
Intercede por mí al Señor para que me ayude a lograr la prosperidad en esta vida,
a vivir en santa amistad y llegar al fin de mis días en paz en su divina gracia.
Amén.
Little stars of happiness
What if someone writes you this???
"I miss your
JimMorrisonMilesDavisChopinJohnnyCashJazzzzzChillin'groovyhippiemistybluemindblowingoutofordersweetRedHotChillyPepperedChristmasmorningfirstkissBradPittTarantinohumbleloving
spirit! :-)))"
Won't that make you feel special?
Won't that make you feel little stars of happiness sparkling all over your spirit?
It does to me...
Thanks my beautiful friend!
And thanks for spreading the word, I have got a lot of contacts coming for you!
I just know they come from you :)
Love tons,
Dey
Thursday, January 22, 2009
A piece of my work!!!
Here you have a video that shows a piece of what I have been working on for the last year!!!
Let me know what do you think :)
Why somethings don't make sense...
'My name is Bob, and I am an alcoholic'?
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Have you ever felt the tears that cannot be seen???
I listen, and listen, and listen...
No tear-tear, that seems too cheap for the emotions this song has brought...
Maybe a tear-tear that cannot be seen...
As many lately in my life.
THE WRESTLER©
Music and lyrics by Bruce Springsteen
Two, three, four
Have you ever seen a one trick pony in the field so happy and free?
If you've ever seen a one trick pony then you've seen me
Have you ever seen a one-legged dog making his way down the street?
If you've ever seen a one-legged dog then you've seen me
Then you've seen me, I come and stand at every door
Then you've seen me, I always leave with less than I had before
Then you've seen me, bet I can make you smile when the blood, it hits the floor
Tell me, friend, can you ask for anything more?
Tell me can you ask for anything more?
Have you ever seen a scarecrow filled with nothing but dust and wheat?
If you've ever seen that scarecrow then you've seen me
Have you ever seen a one-armed man punching at nothing but the breeze?
If you've ever seen a one-armed man then you've seen me
Then you've seen me, I come and stand at every door
Then you've seen me, I always leave with less than I had before
Then you've seen me, bet I can make you smile when the blood, it hits the floor
Tell me, friend, can you ask for anything more?
Tell me can you ask for anything more?
These things that have comforted me,
This place that is my home I cannot stay
My only faith's in the broken bones and bruises I display
Have you ever seen a one-legged man trying to dance his way free?
If you've ever seen a one-legged man then you've seen me
Monday, January 12, 2009
The Price of Love...
Just saw this movie and found this spanish song in a video...
This is how I feel now...
I know and believe that love will knock at the door of my life...
I have already payed the price.
La mas bella historia
The most beautiful story
que se pueda contar
that you can share
lleva escrito el dolor
it has written the pain
que produce un amor
that is produced by a love
que nadie entenderá.
that nobody will understand.
Siempre todo a escondidas
Always everything hidden
siempre mirando atrás
always looking back
sólo la oscuridad
only darkness
puede ser nuestro hogar
can be our home
donde crecerá este amor.
the place where our love will grow.
Y no... no quiero más clases de falsa moral
And no...
I don't want more classes of false moral
que nadie es culpable por amar
nobody is guilty for loving
en mi pecho no late la razón
in my chest is not the reason what is beating
sólo el mas sincero y puro amor.
Only the purest and most sincere love.
No hay mal en el mundo
There is no evil in world
ni fuerza capaz
Neither a strength able to
que pueda este fuego apagar
turn off this fire
sólo el tiempo puede ser nuestro juez
only time will be our judge
te quise, quiero y querré.
I loved you, I love you and I will love you.
Que difícil lo nuestro
How hard is what we have
que bonito a la vez
and how beautiful at the same time
es tan duro tener
it is so hard to have to
que buscar los "por qué's"
look for the "whys"
a esta situación.
to this situation.
Nuestro amor es la isla
Our love is an island
el tesoro eres tú... oh Dios!
you're the treasure... Oh God!
con mi vida daré
only with my life I will
sólo el brazo a torcer
give up
bien lo sabes, mi amor.
You know that well, my love.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
We have inherited the ability to heal...
Thanks friends...
Thanks all...
We get broken, we do...
It is part of who we are, human beings...
But yes, definitely we have inherited the ability to heal.
And we learn that with practice...
I heal...
Beauties don't always skip tragedy, someone recently told me, and I realize that is true, that I am a beauty, and that I cannot skip tragedy while living a life like mine.
I feel blessed for meeting such amazing people in my life, people that will never heal me, because healing comes from within, but people that will do whatever it is is their hands to hold me through.
To them I extend my lights and my shadows.
My lights to use them when their path becomes dark, and my shadows to understand the dangers of the journey.
I am, as always.
But today I understood that I am because even if I feel lonely,
I am not alone, I am never alone!
My fingers are freezing and my heart is a fire place.
Come sit next....
You will feel at home, because I am at home,
and I am going to keep it!
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Be a Fraud!!!
Excerpts from the last Madness of My Mind by Stuart Knight.
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"Stuart, when someone takes a path that others are afraid
to walk down, there are always moments when they feel like a fraud.
It's on those days that you have to stand in the shower and cry
your private tears and then keep going."
Moses Znaimer
I knew exactly what tears he talked about. But, now I know that every tear I have cried in
the shower has been worth the tears of joy I've cried standing in the sun.
Be a fraud.
so that you can realize that you belong there!
Much love,
Stuart
The BEST thing to do...
Just saw this around...
I am not sure who created it, so I cannot give the credit, but as soon as I manage to know, I will let you know.
I just think it's AWESOME!!!
Monday, January 5, 2009
They Can't Light You Off...
This is a song from my teen days that a good friend sent me today.
En los ojos de tus hijos,
In the eyes of your children,
han llorado los amigos
friends have cried
Como el rio hacia el mar y hoy el rio esta crecido
Like the river flowing to the sea, and today the river is flooded
Les dolia la verdad,
Truth use to hurt them,
y cerraron tu camino
and they closed your way
Jugadores de alla donde sortean los destinos
Players from "there" where destinies are sorted out
Pero cada mañana amanece
But every morning it dawns
el mundo sigue girando
the world keeps spinning
Todas las flores florecen, tarde o temprano
All flowers blossom, sooner or later
Eres luz y sigues brillando, no te pueden apagar
You're light and you leep shining, they can't light you off
Eres fuego y sigues ardiendo, no te pueden apagar
You're fire and you keep on burning, they can't light you off
No se tapa el sol con un dedo, no te pueden apagar
The sun can't be hidden with a finger, they can't light you off
Por mas que traten
It doesn't matter how much they try
No te pueden apagar
they can't light you off
Como el viento que no vemos
Like the wind that we can't see
Como piedras en el rio, no te pueden callar
Like stones in the river, they can't shut you up
Tus palabras no se han ido
Your words are not gone
Y no pueden apagar, tanto fuego que encendiste
and they can't turn off so much fire that you have lighted up
Brillaras mas alla, no hay razon para estar triste
You will shine beyond,
Friday, January 2, 2009
LIVE!!! Finally LIVE!!!
After months of hard work and nurturing dreams, and still with tons of bugs to solve in the system,